so i got this thing to try and take my mind off my kevin.

It’s not working.

Maybe I should setup a tattoo apt. or buy something expensive. I don’t know what to do. Why does this always happen to me? Sometimes I feel like I’ll never meet a guy that I like? Why am I putting this stuff on here??

hmmm. I wish it wasn’t so lonely here. I hate this city. Everyone knows everyone and there is nothing to do.